Ryan is at work right now (he works 4pm to midnight every night, sort of a weird shift).

I just found out that he thinks he's sick. He seemed a little stuffy this morning and apparently has been sneezing his brains out all night at work. So I'm going to pump him full of juice and green tea and chicken soup. I'm currently on the hunt for a great chicken soup recipe!

I'll back catalog it once I do, and if I don't find one I like, I'll just wing it. Thats the beauty of cooking. ^.^

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Ambrose

So Ryan went to talk with his parents about having them co-sign on a new car today. *crosses her fingers* I think it went pretty well. They're going down to the bank on Friday to talk financing. Finally we will get something safe enough to feel comfortable driving little Riley around in. Apparently when he was there, they started asking him all these questions about whether or not we're getting married.

WHOA.

Okay. Yes we've been talking about it for a while, and its something I really plan on having happen in the future. I love him and don't ever want to be with anyone else. Besides, he's going to raise my son with me. He's the most important thing in my life besides Riley.

But damn! I didn't realize how adamant his family was. Today, his mom and step dad ask. And lately his dad has been asking a lot too. Its just so odd to me because for a while when we first got back together I wasn't sure they approved of the fact that I was carrying another man's child. I thought maybe they would stay quiet for Ryan's sake, but I'd never really be family again. And now they want us to get married so they can officially be grandparents. Surprisingly they being practical but also sentimental. Not just "oh well its what you should do, because society says so."

Its exciting and scary at the same time.

I think the best thing for us as a family right now is to take things slow. We're trying to buy a new car, and Riley will be here any day now. If we take on too many new things at once we're going to suffocate ourselves. Maybe after the first of the year, when things have settled down some we can talk about that. For now, I know where my heart lies and whether I marry him tomorrow or in two years it doesn't matter because it won't change the fact that I'm secretly married to him in my heart.

I love you babe.

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Ambrose

I swear, I'm going to marry that boy someday.

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